Quarantine and Chill
I never thought a pandemic would be the reason I chose to write again, but here we are on quarantine day 6. It all feels so very surreal. The Coronavirus has affected all aspects of our lives at this point. Thankfully I have the pleasure of being able to work from home because there are so many others that don’t have that option or may even be out of a job because of this health crisis. Our economy is taking a huge hit right now with most businesses closing until further notice. Events and trips have been canceled and everyone is practicing social distancing.
As an introvert, the term social distancing sounded lovely, but days are running into each other and we’ve only been out of the house to go to the grocery store. I still wake up early (I’m not one to sleep in anyway), I’ve been eating everything (this is affecting my #shredforthewedgoals), and I’ve been calling and FaceTimeing friends and family more often now. At random times I’ll google search to see which stores have the essentials in stock like bread, hand sanitizer, Clorox wipes or toilet paper. I’m trying not to go crazy with online shopping because at a time like this I should be thinking about saving, right? And not to mention I have a wedding to plan! Yes I’m getting married btw and I still have to post that story as well. I was so happy I was able to take our engagement photos literally the day before going into quarantine.
This is uncharted territory, a time we won’t forget. I’m also learning to live with my fiancé without any breaks in between to go back to my apt for some “me” time. We’ve been good so far. We’ve created our own separate workspaces for each day. We’ve cooked everyday. We eat three meals a day. We do the laundry AND fold the clothes in a timely manner, because what else is there to do? LOL Is this what married life is like?
Each day I try to keep a positive outlook. Managing my news and social media intake has been difficult and I think it’s time to order more loungewear and cute pajamas LOL. Talking to my friends via group chat or Zoom has definitely kept my spirits up. I keep thinking “what is God trying to tell us right now?” “Is my house in order?” “Is this the end?” “Why won’t my parents stay in the house?” “Will this affect my Fall wedding plans?” At the end of the day I just give it to God. I am leaning on Him and praying for global healing.
“I sought the Lord, and he answered me and rescued me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant with joy; their faces will never be ashamed.” Psalms 34:4-5
I am taking of advantage of the stillness and trying to fully rest. It’s hard not to get anxious but I know who holds the future. While quarantined I’m reflecting on some of my goals:
Stay active. I was really excited about my new gym membership but now gyms are closed. It’s been really hard to stay motivated to work out so I’m trying to push myself to do indoor exercises.
Save money. I know everyone likes to shop when they’re bored but I’m trying to stay disciplined and only buy things that I need or wedding related. :)
Do things I enjoy. Right now we have to get really creative. It’s so easy to just be lazy and watch Netflix all day. Today I couldn’t sleep so I started writing. Each day I’ll try to write something. I also started a new book, The Revisioners. Before the quarantine started I began to declutter my closet and transition more stuff to my fiancé’s place. Now I’m starting to think about ways to redecorate to make it feel more like “our” space. It’s another great way to get my creative juices flowing.
How are you holding up? I would love to hear how you’re keeping it all together.
