i have no shame in being crazy...in love.

So i'm usually not the mushy type. But my close friends know that before my current situation I was probably the most fickle person when it came to guys. And if you were an emotional guy, you could just forget it because crying on my shoulder wasn't going to work for me. I like to keep things low key, but sometimes I just want to yell out loud, write on the walls, and twerk a little.

So maybe this post isn't so low key...but I met him....my laughing gas, my tour guide, my biggest critic, and my biggest inspiration. This crazy man fits so well after flipping my utopian world upside down. So if you see me smiling for no reason, you will know why and I hope we never exhaust all of our possibilities.

thank you.

"First things first girl, recognize who is with you now…”–Musiq Soulchild

I blame you.

For the insecurities, the pain, the desire to be loved, and the fear of being loved.

Locked inside these emotional walls, I keep my guard up in hopes that you will return to tear them down...but then he came along and healed my wounds that were torn open from the lies of those previous cats. Fed my soul, calmed my fears, and tore down the plaster.

So now I thank you.

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