What are you most afraid of? Why?

Death.

I witnessed it so much as a child that it's engraved in my head. Any little sickness or scratch sends me into a panic in spite of the fact that I'm completely healthy. Well except for those damn migraines I've suffered from since I was a child. One day I feel like my head might explode in my sleep. And when would someone find me? The thought of dying alone is even worse.

Oh and the thought of leaving something like the iron on totally freaks me out. What if something bad happens on my account? The anxiety kicks in. The need to control every aspect of my well-being (and those around me) overwhelms me.

I know.
I have issues.
Not afraid to admit it.
LOL
I have to laugh at how crazy I sound typing this.
But it's me.