slave.

why does alcohol magnify the effects of everything? 

suddenly you have the courage to text everything you're feeling. 

but what happens the next day when you are bent over the toilet asking God to forgive you for last night's transgressions?

you will still feel that pit in your stomach...mourning...wishing you didn't say those words last night. 

those words never changed reality.

now you have become a slave 

to your emotions.